Life ain’t easy. There will be problems. No one likes them, but you’ll learn from it. Sometimes they make you feel like it’s the end of the world. Make you feel like you’re better off dead, right? Make you feel like no one likes you. That everyone’s against you. All these depressing things. But think of the happy days. Those are good too right? There’s some good and bad days. That’s life. But without bad days, you wouldn’t even know the good days. Bad things happen, but they don’t last forever. It’s just for that moment. So just go through it. Or forget it. And move on. If it’s really that tough, have someone to talk to about it. Not everyone. But a few people. Because you have to be careful with who you trust. But anyways, you have to know that it’s always going to be better later on. You hear me? It’s always gonna be better. Go through it. Learn from it. And move on.
Like they say, they’re friends that you make for yourself. And I pretty much had a lot of friends in my life. But most of them just come and go. Why is that? Is there something wrong with me? Am I a bad friend? Do people not like to stay friends for a long time? Many questions that I ask myself. But I think the answer is no. That is because we are not perfect people. We aren’t perfect friends. So we make mistakes when it comes to our friends. But I guess at one point, they can’t handle all your mistakes and they feel that you’re not worth the fight. That’s what mostly happens to me. I am not worth the fight. I do not make myself special enough to be fought for. To be worth it. So I wonder, how do I make myself special? I don’t even know. I’m so lost. But I will go out there, and continue to make more friends. Maybe one day I’ll find that friend who will be there for me for a very long time. That’ll treat me like a best friend should. That’ll stay with me. That’ll never leave me.